Goodbye???

Something happened recently.  

Shocked the living daylight out of me.

i may not get to enjoy the daylight much longer. 

If what i have is what i did not think it was. 

The first thing that came to my mind after the news was delivered to me was, have i got enough saved for my two children??? 

Will it be enough to support them through college???  

Will it be enough for them to live comfortably until they graduate and can stand on their own two feet??? 

Most of all, have i given them enough of me and my time???

The answer to all the above, NO. 

So, that would be the reason for not wanting to leave early.  

As for leaving itself, am not afraid. 

Regret to leave early? Yes, because of children. 

Regret about leaving everything and everyone else behind? No. 

Grateful to anyone? Yes.

Gonna party? NO

I shall remain the same.